Nothing Left to Say

"I-i can't do this anymore!" This time I began to cry, multiple tears streaming from both my eyes at a time. "Just go already!" My eyes turned back to their icy blue as I stepped over him and plunged the knife into his chest. "I'm sorry...."

My eyes widened. I felt all heat all warmth leave my body. "Natalie..." I whispered before I slumped into the knife and closed my eyes.

I stepped away from him and dropped the bloody knife. Tears mixed with his blood and dripped onto the floor. "I'm sorry." My voice was just as shakey as I was.

I knew there was a way to the pit from here, I remember Sam describing it, I just had to find it.

Drustanus: I walked into the room. "So, you finally did it?" I went over and touched Tony's forehead. "There, now he will not find himself in heaven." I looked at Asurath. "Nice work."

I sighed and started walking.

I gave him a hard glare. "I wasn't informed that I was going to torture Tony of all people."

Drustanus: "But you did it anyways." I pulled out an angel blade. "And I thank you for your service."
Tony: I opened my eyes. Where was I? I tried to move my arm, but it was chained down. Both my wrists were chained behind my back. There was a metal collar around my neck, also chained in a way where I couldn't move and I was stuck in a bowing position. This was either Heaven's jail, or Heck. I wasn't sure which was worse.

I killed a few monsters that came after me and kept walking, honestly this was kinda nice.

"Now If you'll excuse me, I have places to be and people to see."

Tony: I looked up and suddenly, a door opened. I gulped when Nat walked in, but I knew it wasn't Nat. She doesn't walk like that. She had a knife in her hand. "Where am I and who are you?" I growled, struggling.
Drustanus: "No you don't." I grabbed his shoulder and dug my knife into his stomach. ((An angel blade can kill demons.))

((Yes it can))

I kept walking, looking for a creek, sam said it was by a creek.

Tony: She smirked and slashed the blade across my eyes. I yelled. I couldn't see... I was blind, again! Suddenly, she started tearing at me, and now, I truly knew what Dean was talking about. "Join Crowley's army, and it will all be over," she told me halfway through. I refused and she continued.

I sighed softly, this was going to take a while.

When she was done, she left. I healed. It was awful.

I eventually managed to find the creek and started following it downstream which hopefully wasn't the wrong way.

It was like this day after day. My vision never returned. A week later, When I had healed, a Natalie that was working for Drustanus appeared and told me the same thing. I refused both of them and was tortured twice a day. With every passing day, I became so angry at Nat's voice.

I went the wrong way... the creek ended and I hadn't see the portal thing, I turned around and walked the other way.

My eyes went wide as I felt the sharp pain. "Y-you..."

Tony: Weeks passed, and the routine continued. Until one day, I got so mad, a knife appeared, the chains disappeared and I stabbed her, I couldn't see, but I knew she was dead.
Drustanus: I slid the knife up. "I'll say goodbye to Daniel for you."

"Don't you..." I closed my eyes and everything began to fade away.

I just kept walking, I had to run away from the creek and come back occasionally, but I always came back to it.

Drustanus: I smirked. "Goodnight, Asurath." I pulled the knife out.
Tony: My routine changed. I killed the imposter Nat twice a day and got tortured once a day. A demon would come in and remove the body then chain me back up.

((I was at the library! I came back with Demigods & Magicians and Black Butler Volume I.))

I thought I saw Asurath and doubled back, he had appeared the same place I had so he must've died in the same place.

Tony: Years passed, and it just got easier to kill her, but the intensity of the torture got worse.