MARCH!?! Okay then...

I let go of Luke, shoving my hands in my pockets. I looked to the side, "what do I have to do? I'm already her age... I already know how to treat her... protect her..." I was staring hard at the ground but still talking to Luke. "I'm sorry for everything, I just love her so much and she means the world to me... I would give anything to be with her..." I turn to Lenora smiling a bit.

((It would not happen without my approval. I swear on my life. I'm not sure why... Hatsu reminds me of myself, though... probably another reason I'm so into this...)) I put my hand on Hatsu's shoulder. "I had to go to prison in my case. You may or may not have to do the same thing. It will take a long time, but you can start now. Don't approach Lenora sexually in any way for antoher month, until her birthday. The rest is a bit more private."

"Luke! It wasn't like that at all! It was literally just I woke up from a nightmare, we were talking, and I fell asleep."

I glanced at Lenora. "This is for what he's already done. You know wh I was when I was eight." I turned back to Hatsu. A tear escaped my eye. I leaned in and whispered in his ear. "You'll have to change the very center of your being; alter the very chemistry of your soul." I cried because I knew just how painful it was; how excruciatingly hard and extremely agonizing what he needed to do was.

((Oh... she thought Luke thought that... they...))

((What do you think she thought))
"Right sorry I'm going to go now," I said a bit awkwardly then ran out of the room.

After what I had heard what Luke said, I clenched my teeth and my fists. I stormed to the guest room slamming the door shut. You could hear me screaming and yelling in and out of a pillow. Then you could hear me tearing the pillow apart. After a few minutes you could hear me sobbing into the next pillow after a bit of silence. I didn't want to wait. She was already with me and happy. Why does this have to happen? As long as I'm with her I never get mad.

I slowly stepped to the guest room door. "Hatsu, may I come in? You sound really out of it, dude. I think I need to expound a bit."

((Again, just a little bit over dramatic.))

((sorry he had to let the rest of it out, like I usually do. I get my anger out by screaming into my pillow... it's also recommended, lol never mind I'm not going to get to into it...)) "Come in..." I said wiping tears and then lying on my side holding the pillow hard, staring straight at the wall.

I turned the handle. Hatsu was laying facing a wall. "You gonna be okay?" I walked over to an easy chair and sat on the edge of the seat, leaning my elbows on my knees. I felt sorry for him. I wanted to tell him it wasn't as hard as it sounded, but it pretty much was. "Listen, I'm so, so sorry. I've got some questions, though. Ever heard of Mormons?"

((Sorry... I'm assuming Lenora's LDS.))

((Yep))

((Alright, then.))

I was still staring at the wall. "Yeah, why?"

"Well... Lenora and I, along with our whole family, are members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. Obviously, we have some beliefs and values you might not."

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